Today I had a good visit with Courtney. Her RT, John, came in and was giving her some tough love about lying in bed so much. I agreed with John, and told Court that she needed to try standing more often. I told her that good things come from working hard. I know standing is very hard for her, but she has to keep trying. She told me it makes her anxious to stand because she has fallen before, so she’s afraid of it happening again. I know you’re scared, Court, but you have to keep trying! I told her that she needs to stand so that she can build her muscle mass back up so she can walk again, because they won’t let her out of the hospital until she’s walking – and I know she wants out of there. I said something to her about needing to be out by Thanksgiving, and that made her cry. When I said it, I was really just messing around with her (trying tough love), but I should have thought about how that would come across from her perspective. I told her I was sorry and that I didn’t mean to hurt her feeling, because I know she is working hard and we can’t put a deadline on her recovery. I asked her if there was something I could give up, or if there was something I could do that she knows is hard for me, so that way we can kinda work through this together. She didn’t have any suggestions, so I told her I would give up drinking Dr. Pepper (which anyone who knows me knows that I’m addicted to Dr. Pepper) and she smiled. I know giving up Dr. Pepper isn’t has hard for me as standing is for Court, but I want to be able to show her I’m supporting her in some way. I told her that I wouldn’t drink any more until she’s walking, but that if I found out she went a day without standing that meant I was allowed to drink a DP that day.
Then my mom called. After I got off the phone, Courtney asked who it was. I said “that was mom. She just got home from church, so that means I need to get home to get the boys.” (Marty was working today, so mom watched the boys for me so I could go to the hospital). Courtney said, “I don’t want you to leave yet. I want you to help me stand.” I was so delighted to hear that! I told her that wouldn’t be a problem, I would help her stand. We had to wait a minute while her room was being cleaned, but as soon as she could, she called the nurse in to help her stand. The nurse and I helped her to the side of the bed and she stood up once.. twice. The third time she stood, she picked up both feet and the nurse told her she was getting fancy. She sat down and said, “how many times was that?” I told her that was three times, and the nurse asked if she was done. Courtney said no, and I asked how many times did she want to stand – “5 times” she said – and she did. She stood up 5 times! That was very hard for Court, and I’m so happy she did it with me! I told her she did a great job, and she told me she was going to stand again when my mom got down there. Sure enough she did – she stood another 3 times!
On my way home I called Megan and told her about the pact I made with Court, and she said she would give up drinking DP too. Then I told my mom when I got to her house, and she agreed she would give it up as well. I know that might not sound like a lot, but we all drink WAY too much Dr. Pepper and Courtney knows it (so sorry DP, you’re about to lose a lot of business). Anyway, I hope that by doing this, Courtney can see that we all are supporting her and want her to pull through this. If anyone wants to join in on our pact, just post what you want to do. It can be anything, but I wanted to make it something that would make our lives better by being a little healthier. I hope you will join in on “Courtney’s Challenge!”
Thank you, Courtney, for working so hard today. You are amazing and I know you will beat this thing – no matter how long it takes. Stay positive and just keep trying; God will take care of the rest.
Love always, Kelly